Have you ever paid to take a photo

I did something that I’m not proud of and I still feel guilty about it.

I might have well worn a bright red shirt emblazoned in bold lettering across the front “Westerner” because as I stood out like a sore thumb. Everyone stared or looked at me longer than necessary. This was Davao city, home of the President of the Phillipines which had been labelled as one of the most dangerous cities due to the countries war on drugs however, what I found was entirely different to what the worlds media was reporting.

Everyone who I interacted with were the opposite to how they had been portrayed, they were normal people trying to make their way in life. Pay bills, put food on the table, keep a roof over their heads and make sure their kids get an education. Pretty much like the rest of us except for two old ladies that I tried to photograph.

They saw me, I saw them and I had already decided that I was going to take their photo but every time I brought the camera up to eye level, they both turned away from me so I couldn’t see their faces, but when the camera was lowered they had their hands out wanting money.

This went on for several minutes and what seemed the only way to capture an image was to surrender and give them money.  So with 20 pesos in one hand and the camera in the other I managed to capture this shot and I tried to photograph the other woman but she wasn’t having anything to do with it and continued to turn away from the camera when pointed in her direction.

Begging

The 20 Pesos quickly vanished into thin air and again they both asked for money however neither were going to allow me to take another photo. Turning to walk away I noticed that I had been watched by a woman, who was well dressed and had a look of scorn on her face. In any language I knew, in her books what I had done was wrong and I shouldn’t have handed over any money nor should I have taken their photo. She didn’t say anything as I passed but the feeling of her stare drilling holes in my back as I walked away is not something that is easy to forget.

To this day, I’m not sure why but there is lingering guilt over paying the 20 pesos, this might be due to the scorn from the local woman or something else. I don’t think I’ll ever know.

What do you think, Is my guilt about paying money justified?

Happy Shooting

One Comment

  1. I don’t pay first as it makes it harder for other photographers later on. However, I have given a little money to some people after I have taken their photo, as some people just need help. When photographing in poorer areas I will also buy a round of biscuits for the kids if they are being helpful and friendly.

    At the end of the day, it is your photo and your cash, so I would not worry about how another person was judging you. The lady in your photo looked like she needed the cash. The final image also tells a story.

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